a different kind of 2WW

It has been exactly 2 weeks since my last post.  My first appointment at the fertility clinic is tomorrow and it’s been a really weird experience.  Waiting, that is, for my appointment to roll around.

Things that have been going through my head (constantly!) over the last 14 days:

• OMG I can’t believe I’m actually 1 step closer to getting pregnant! (it’s only taken 11 months, but who’s counting)
• I could be pregnant by the end of the summer
• Exactly one year ago I was pregnant (how weird is that?!?)
• I wonder if I’ll get pregnant right away or if this will take months and months?
• I wonder what the MRI next week Tuesday will show
• How will I be able to get off work to make these appointments?
• I wonder if they fertiladoc will treat me right away or if they’ll want to wait for the results of the MRI (and possible surgery afterward)
• What will it be like to have to wear maternity clothes
• Is there enough room in our bedroom for a crib?
• Will we still be living in my mom’s basement if when the baby is born?
• What will we name it?
• Will we have enough money?
• Will OHIP cover all the treatments?
• Will my health insurance cover what OHIP doesn’t?
• Will I get really bad morning sickness?
• Will I slip and fall down the basement stairs making a zillion trips to the bathroom to pee?
• Will I ever get pregnant?
• Will I ever be a mommy?
• Will I ever get to see my husband playing with our baby? (he’s so good with kids)

In other news I felt a little twinge around lunch time in my right ovary.  This is supposedly the one that actually works.  I think I’ll take and opk test to see if anything is up (wouldn’t that be ironic).

peace.